Wednesday, November 25, 2020

Moving Day

Today is the big day. The moving van guys show up at 9:00. Over the last two days we have packed up tons of boxes, and filled my car up with five loads of them. We have mopped floors, cleaned bathrooms, vacuumed carpets...and have the sore hamstrings and tight backs to prove it. I have endured the soul-crushing traffic on the aptly named, Hardscrabble Road, ten times in two days. In the four years that Jon and Kaitlin have lived in this rental house, the aforementioned city street has been under construction, and in those four years I have yet to determine to what end. Honestly, there are several traffic cones that have spider webs on them. Still, after 48 months of pointless destruction and the eternal meanderings of menacing earth moving equipment, the road still gets reduced to one lane during the peak traffic hours of each day. The guy who holds the sign that says STOP on one side and SLOW on the other was a teenager when we first met. Now he has a receding hairline and a beer gut. But...I digress.

First item of business this morning will feature me taking Jackson across town to a friend’s house for a play date with a husky puppy. These friends are the same ones who will be bringing us our Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow, just two of the amazing people that make up Jon and Kaitlin’s life group from Midtown Church. If Jackson makes it over there without throwing up all over the inside of my Cadillac I will consider it a major victory and a giant middle finger to 2020. 

Two jokes:

Hear about the Pharmaceutical company that has combined a laxative with alphabet soup?

They call it....Letter Rip.

What do you call a long line of men waiting for a haircut?

A barberque.

Oh...and then there’s this:


So great. The perfect photograph for 2020, right here. Taken somewhere in London, I think. This brave women, with a crude handmade sign, sums up what’s really going on out there. You might be asking, Yes, but the cop’s hat is blocking out some crucial information. Really? I don’t think so. Do you honestly need any other information besides Electr and Microwave to know that this woman has hit the proverbial nail on the head? Just when we were getting close to stumbling on the truth about the...microwave thing...along comes COVID. How convenient. Coincidence? This woman doesn’t think so. And she took the time to make a really cool sign to let the rest of us in on the truth that the big shots at the power companies and the big shots at the microwave companies don’t want us to know. There’s biological damage, for the love of God! 






Sunday, November 22, 2020

Nostalgia and the Big Move

In the Beginning . . .

After much badgering from my family and with crucial technological help from them I am launching this Blog.  It is my intention to record my observations about life as they come to me and as I am  inspired to write. The subjects will cover a broad range of topics from minor daily frustrations to the more profound issues of government, politics and religion. I claim no special wisdom or educational credentials. I am simply a college educated business owner with a wife, kids and a mortgage who happens to have a large library. With all that reading comes the conceit that I might be smarter than the average bear and maybe the world could benefit from my insights. However, having just written that sentence it occurs to me just how vain it sounds so ...I take it back. The world will do perfectly fine without my brilliance. 

  I feel it only fair to declare my biases at the beginning of this adventure.  I am 52, an unapologetic baseball fan, suspicious of anything "big" such as BIG business, BIG government, BIG deals...all are inherently dangerous, a lover of family and being a father, passionate about dogs, especially golden retrievers like Molly.  I also love music that is well written and well performed as it is one of the few things that has the power to bring me to tears.  My personal tastes range from classical through earlier country through the blues and rock and roll and then abruptly end at disco and rap.  Its as if music died with the Beatles..although Ben Folds is clever and there are random contemporary artists that I enjoy. I also much prefer the company of younger people to older ones. On subjects political I lean Libertarian..on matters religious I am Christian.  

So that about covers the biases.  Keep these in mind as you read the many opinionated rants to come.

Above is the very first post in The Tempest, published ten years ago. Amazing and quite encouraging that so much of it is still true, with the glaring exception of the fact that I am no longer 52. Alert readers will notice the smaller font size. My eyes worked better then!

On this Lord’s day Pam and I are leaving for Columbia, South Carolina to spend the week moving Kaitlin and Jon into their first house! Thanksgiving will be a working vacation. But we are indeed thankful for them both and excited to be able to help. Pictures to follow!


Saturday, November 21, 2020

The Desire to be Heard

I have been at this for ten years now. 2,300 times I have typed out my thoughts and published them in this space. The Tempest has served as a platform to share my thoughts and opinions with anyone willing to read them. It has been part creative outlet, part opinion column and part confessional. It has also been a sometimes unfortunate public record of the many occasions where I have been wrong about things, sometimes spectacularly. Prior to The Tempest I produced 14 leather bound journals, 19 years of such thoughts which were private, for my own consumption. I’m not sure what to make of it all, what it says about me that I feel compelled to write things down. Part of it is my belief that history is important, the proper understanding of which can be the world’s best teacher. Part of it is the notion that when I am gone perhaps my children and grandchildren will find my recollections instructive, or at the least interesting. I wonder what Dad thought about Ronald Reagan, Barack Obama, gay marriage, the designated hitter rule? It’s all in there. Did Pops ever doubt himself? Was he ever afraid? Yes and yes. You can look it up.

But the real reason for The Tempest has become clear to me recently. Human beings all come with various desires baked in to their DNA, a survival instinct, sexual attraction, flight or fight etc. One of the strongest instinctive desires is often overlooked, the the desire to be heard. Look around  and you will see this desire being played out all around you, the quest to be heard and understood. I recognize it in every street protest, every Facebook argument, every long line at the voting booth. I even see it in places of great violence, where all self discipline has been lost. Riots are at their essence a misshapen scream to be heard gone horribly wrong, producing the polar opposite effect in the listener. All we see is the destruction, everything else gets downed out.

I see this desire to be heard and understood in every single divorce I have ever encountered. Although there may have been other reasons, practically every person I have ever talked to about their divorce says something like... He just never listened to me. She never heard me, never tried to understand.

So, I continue to write. For me it’s always been great fun, almost a habit, but always therapeutic. The best part about a blog is that nobody is forced to indulge me. If you aren’t interested in what I have to say, you are free to ignore the post. Also, if you disagree with what I write you are free to register your disagreement in the Comments section. That way, you get to be heard too. The popularity of The Tempest has waxed and waned over the past ten years. There have been times when everything I have posted gets devoured by lots of people, but then there are also times when most of what I write gets totally ignored. You can’t take it personally and I never do. It’s an odd fact that after ten years I still can’t predict with any reliable accuracy which it will be...which is just as well since writing to maximize clicks would be the death knell of this blog. The rule here has always been that I write about things I care about, never what I think the reader might care about. Hence, all my baseball rants.

But, to all of you who have taken the time to read for the past ten years, especially you devoted few who read everything, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Thursday, November 19, 2020

Theatre of the Absurd

It’s currently 5:45 AM and my mind is all over the place, even more so than usual. Normally this hour of the day is a time for the sorting out of things, since I always awaken with dozens of competing ideas jockeying with each other for my attention. Surely I am not the only one this happens to, right? Doesn’t everyone wake up to a subconscious run on sentence with sixteen subjects, eleven verbs, and more semi-colons than you can count? Coffee helps, oddly enough. Then, by the time I step out of the shower, things have settled down. For now, its like a monkey juggling chainsaws up there. So, I’m just going to go with it...

My daughter and her husband closed on their first house yesterday. Right after they were handed the keys Kaitlin sent me a text:

So, we wired $**,*** to our attorney today.

I read the line several times and then remarked, “That sentence is quite a thing to hear from the mouth of one’s child.”

Yesterday Pam and I secured a rental on Quantabacook for three weeks next July, giving us five weeks in a row on our favorite lake from July 3 thru August 7. When we shared the news with our kids, the most enthusiastic response came from my daughter-in-law, a girl who had never traveled north of Tennessee before marrying my son. It is a beautiful thing when you discover that both your daughter-in-law and son-in-law have fallen head over heels for Maine just like the rest of us. How dreadful would it be if they hated lake living?

We all love Fall, the colors, the cooler temperatures that arrive after the blistering heat of summer. But eventually the colors fade to brown and everything withers away, leaving homeowners the ridiculous task of gathering the dead. My yard has lots of trees, and for about a six week period which begins the first of November, they all shed their leaves in great annoying waves. As they do you find yourself on the horns of a dilemma. You could ignore it. Why gather up leaves until all of them have died? What’s the point of slaving away out there when as soon as you have finished, you wake up the next morning to a fresh coating of death and decay? Well, your brain suggests to you, if you wait six weeks to get them up they will be a foot deep and it will take you forever! Besides, your neighbors will become annoyed with you every time they walk by your house and see the mess! So, I trudge out there every four or five days and rake them up, stuff them in giant black plastic bags, waiting for the great collection day, when my County comes around and throws all my stuffed bags in a giant truck and speeds them away to the landfill. Henrico County has decreed that my neighborhood has to wait until December the 14th for this blessed event. By that time I will have at least 50 bags. Beautiful.

Ran across this Far Side the other day...


This is a perfect summary of 2020. Certainly, this entire comic opera of a year has all been a fantastic misunderstanding. 


How great is this? Every speaker’s nightmare.

Then there’s this from the Worksgiving celebration at my office yesterday...


Just a little something I like to call the COVID CAFE.

Oh, and Pam made this last night...


One last thing, our church has a new Sacraments protocol in place for the remainder of the year...


So, there you have it. Just a brief glimpse into the theater of the absurd  that is my brain at 5:30 in the morning.





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Tuesday, November 17, 2020

Somebody Feed Phil

Yesterday morning I passed through the kitchen on my way out the door. The television was on in the den. As I glanced at it I was greeted with video footage of sucker punches being thrown by combatants at a political demonstration in Washington. I didn’t know who was sucker punching who, just that people were clobbering each other in the most cowardly way possible. It seemed to me the perfect encapsulation of life in 2020 America...the sucker punch. Anger, resentment, and suspicion are a toxic brew leading us to terrible behavior on a larger and larger scale with each passing month. Part of it is our ghastly political climate, but most of it I lay at the feet of COVID. Life with a pandemic hanging in the background of every scene of our lives has had the cumulative effect of bringing out the absolute worst in us.

Pam and I have settled in to a routine first started when we became empty nesters several years ago. When our children lived here we insisted on dinner as a family around the table where no communication devices were allowed. Once they left however, Pam and I became discombobulated by the silence of a dinner table without kids. It only served to remind us how much we missed them. So we improvised. It started when we bought this really super cool coffee table that had a top that raised up to become either a desk or an improvised dinner table. I’m typing this blog at it now...


We started taking our dinners at this coffee table where we would watch something on television together. For the two of us this is a big deal since I would never watch television otherwise. Indeed after dinner is over and I have cleaned the kitchen, Pam stays downstairs with it on in the background and I head upstairs to read. It’s our thing. So this one hour a night we watch stuff on television. In this regard, Netflix, Hulu, Amazon Video, etc. have been a Godsend.

Several weeks ago we found ourselves in a serious show hole. We could find nothing satisfactory to watch. I honestly can’t remember how we found it or who might have recommended it to us, but we have discovered an hour long antidote to 2020....Somebody Feed Phil.

The premise of this show sounds exactly like the sort of thing I would hate. It’s a show about a guy who travels all around the world and eats local food for our edification and enlightenment. Are you kidding me? Sounds painfully boring. The twist is this...the guy isn’t some pompous, nose in the air food critic. He’s not some social commentator who uses food as an excuse to lecture us about our ideological failures. No, the guy is possibly the biggest dork in the history of television who knows literally nothing about food other than the fact that he loves everything. He also happens to be Phil Rosenthal, the executive producer of perhaps the greatest sitcom of all time...Everybody Loves Raymond. Although the show is indeed about truly fabulous and fascinating food from all over the world, what Somebody Feed Phil is really about is...decency, friends, and love. It’s about the mystical power found in a shared meal, how dining together is the great facilitator. Its terribly hard to be angry, resentful and suspicious of somebody who you are eating delicious food with. And boy does this man know how to eat.

So far we have watched Phil eating cuisine from Chicago, San Francisco, New York, Marrakesh, Tel Aviv, Mexico City, New Orleans, Bangkok, Saigon, Venice and Buenos Aires. In each place he travels he finds people who are doing wonderful things. Its as if he is trying to catch people in the act of being good human beings. Along the way Phil gets roped into doing local things that place him in awkward and often hilarious situations made more so by his awkward goofiness and self deprecating humor. But perhaps the best segment of each show is towards the end when he FaceTimes his elderly Jewish parents back in Brooklyn. He tells them where he is and they ask him questions. One or both of his parents end up saying something embarrassingly charming. When Phil calls them from Venice, his Dad cracks...”You hear about the street walker from Venice? She drowned!”

We watch this show to have our faith in humanity renewed. It is heartwarming. It’s lighthearted. Phil Rosenthal doesn’t take himself too seriously. He’s just a guy who loves food and loves people. It’s a beautiful thing to see a middle aged Jewish man sitting on a balcony with a Muslim family on the outskirts of Marrakesh laughing and eating together like they have known each other all of their lives.

So, the next time you happen to see someone get sucker punched on television and you need to wash your brain out with something, I suggest taking in an episode of Somebody Feed Phil. Currently, there are 17 of them on Netflix. Pick one. You won’t be disappointed.


Sunday, November 15, 2020

Ghosts and a Murder


There were so many cousins. The Taylors were a sprawling clan, the family tree heavy with fruit. When Montgomery was a boy he was closest to Uncle Johnnie’s kids, particularly Anna, the youngest. They were about the same age and possessed the same propensity for mischief. As he sat at the desk in his library surrounded by his mother’s correspondence, he noticed a letter she had written to Anna in 1969 but never sent. It was so typical of Elizabeth Taylor to write such  letters. Whenever she had a thought she would write it down with the greatest of intentions of sharing, but somehow her busy life would conspire against follow through. This note was so kind and loving it brought a lump to his throat as he read. His mother was trying to encourage her niece who was worried sick about her brother Richie. Even though Anna was only ten, she watched Walter Cronkite on their grainy black and white RCA Victor every night like everyone else. She heard the dour old man give the day’s kill numbers from Vietnam and her young heart would break with worry. Anna, every night I lift Richie up in my prayers. Each night I beg the Lord for protection for your brother. And each night God answers my prayers.


Montgomery smiled. It was so like his mother, basking in her unique personal connection with the creator of the universe. Of all the millions of prayers raised each night by the dutiful and the desperate, Elizabeth Taylor’s prayers were heard and answered. It was an otherworldly relationship that defied not only logic but theological scrutiny. Nevertheless, she persisted with undimmed confidence.


As Montgomery sifted through the letters and random scraps of paper he found a faded photograph of Richie and Anna taken in 1968. There was Richie in his sharp Army Ranger uniform with it’s distinctive beret, his arm around his little sister’s shoulder. Probably a going away party from the looks of it. Anna had been crying.


He remembered a story at that moment that he hadn’t thought about in years. It had been told to him years ago by Patty, Anna’s older sister. For some unknown reason, Richie and Anna were having a sleepover in the horrid back room at Blue Hill, the sinister red sofa frowning at them through the darkness. Richie heard his grandmother’s shuffling footsteps coming from the kitchen down the dark hallway to their room. “Kids? Wake up now. Put on your shoes and follow me.”


Edna led them both to the kitchen then to the back door. “Somebody is in the pasture. See?”


Anna squinted through the window and saw a pair of lanterns swaying with the rhythm of people walking. They were half way down the hill from the cemetery on this cloudy, moonless night. 


“Who are they?” Anna asked


“I don’t know, child.” Edna answered. “But they’ve been walking back and forth out there for the last thirty minutes so they are probably lost. I want you kids to go out there and unlock the gate for them. Whoever they are, they’re going to catch their death out there.”


When Montgomery first heard the story he remembered thinking, as he did now, what an odd strategy. Two strangers trespassing on your property in the middle of the night and instead of carrying a shotgun, she sends her two defenseless grandchildren out to greet them armed only with a lantern and each other. But, such was the less jaded existence of farm life in 1960’s America.


Anna, terrified, stayed glued to her brother’s side as they walked down the back steps, through the yard and past the barn where their grandfather kept his Packard. By the time they reached the big swinging gate at the entrance to the pasture, they noticed that the lanterns had stopped swaying. Richie hollered out, “You guys lost? Nanny says you should come inside and warm up or you’re gonna catch your death!”


Anna never wavered on what happened next. Every time she told the story, she added details, changed others, but this was the one stalwart and reliable fact...the lanterns vanished.


Hogwash!” Montgomery had exclaimed the first time hearing the tail. “More like the men blew their lanterns out and ran away!”


Anna was adamant. “NO, Cousin. By this time our eyes had adjusted to the darkness. We both could see outlines of their bodies and their floppy hats. When those lanterns went out, their shadows left with them. Besides, if they had run away we would have heard those lanterns rattling. I’m telling you, the both of them vanished into thin air.”


Eventually Montgomery had stopped arguing the point, letting his cousin believe whatever she wanted to believe. Later, older and wiser Richie confirmed Anna’s version of the story, adding much needed gravitas to the tale. Many theories had sprung up over the years since seeking to guess the identity of the two lantern carriers. The most popular suggested that since Edna had seen them walking down from the graveyard, it was probably the ghost of Maggie Watson, the daughter of freed slaves who had worked at Blue Hill as a housekeeper for their Great Grandfather when he owned the place. Eventually Maggie and her husband had purchased a small plot of land just west of the graveyard and lived there until they both passed away. The small cabin they had built had been torn down years ago. It must have been the two of them searching for their old home, the only building either of them had ever owned.



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Uriah Madison Taylor was the one and only lawyer in a family of farmers and builders. He had attended the University of Virginia and gotten a law degree while his brothers and sisters stayed put at Blue Hill. He was a giant of a man, physically imposing yet gregarious. He practiced law at his office in Charlottesville during the week then came home to his farm adjacent to Blue Hill which he ran along with his sister. Elizabeth remembered how her Uncle would always bring her gifts from Charlottesville, which to her might has well have been from the ancient marketplace in Algiers. Uncle Uriah was the Taylor family exotic, the farm boy who made good in the big city.


Uncle Uriah also had a soft spot for bad men. His work put a lot of them in jail, but he believed in second chances and redemption. As a result he worked to establish a work release program for first offenders, a first for Charlottesville. From time to time his soft-hearted disposition led him to hire these work released men to work on his sister’s farm. He ignored the warnings of his legal colleagues, refusing to give in to their world weary conclusion that some human beings were beyond redemption and that his kindness and compassion was at best misplaced and at worst, dangerous.


One particularly cold December Friday evening when Uriah got back to the farm, his sister complained about one of his “convicts” being excessively lazy, repeatedly refusing to do what she asked him to do. Uriah called him into the main house to talk with him and hopefully appeal to the better angels of his character that Uriah insisted lived somewhere within every man. An argument ensued. The man stormed out of the house and headed back to the small barracks housing building that Uriah had built for the workers. Uriah, against his sister’s warnings, insisted in pursuing him. When he walked through the front door of the barracks the man shot him in the chest with a double barrel shotgun. He was dead before he hit the floor.


Uriah Taylor’s death caused a sensation throughout the polite society of Charlottesville. Montgomery’s father had attended the trial and told of the heightened emotional rhetoric and the fierce, unrepentant heart of the killer. Although Uriah’s belief in redemption had ultimately cost him his life, people who knew him believed that if he had it to do all over again...he would have. It was not the first tragic death to occur on the farm at Blue Hill, and it was not to be the last. But Uriah’s murder was to be a reminder to the Taylor family that the world could be an unforgiving place.


Sunday Sermon

Today is Sunday. Perhaps its time for a sermon about the dangers of allowing resentment to take root in your heart. To illustrate this eternal truth I could list at least a thousand scripture references from The Bible. But, I could also consult Gary Larson’s Far Side for all of you visual learners...





Amen.